"Lets make a poem together"

[babychocospark]

Searching for something larger
Through the thick dark mist of life
I wish to see the light ahead
One that gives me hope and fair
A pure and untanned happiness

I stumble forward blindly
Tripping as I go
The dark mist thickens
I feel the darkness closing in

The sparkles of a light
A buzz sound around it
It stops ...
Was that the end ?

Just one of the wasting moment
Another annoying part of my life
Make me forget the vision of my life
The target that I supposed to chase
Till the end of my life

Vision blurs
My heart races
As I chase the target
The target move farther way
Out of my reach

It was now nothing but a mere faint light
At the end of the abyss that I continually run into
Cold, menacing, and continually zapping all my will away
I could not figure out what's right
Until I realized that I couldn't decipher what it is too
But then again, no matter how far it is, I will find a way

No matter what happens, I'll struggle to reach that target
That continually runs away from me . . . if only my pace would go faster
I could go and catch it, but as I run faster, do does it
I wonder how long I'd reach it, at this kind of progress?

Is it my fate?
Is it my destiny?
No matter how hard I try
This street still brought me to the same way
Is it still not enough all the sacrifice that I make
to make me arrived to the top of the hill

Gravity is pulling me, similar to those threads that keep be bound to my past endeavors
Yes, that's right . . could that be the reason why the target keeps running away from me?
Probably, probably not
But how could one such as I,
Comprehend the answer to these unexplainable questions that life throws to us?
I don't need to be a genius, do I?
It's purely dictated by Fate who doesn't seek our consent
Yes, how long will Fate hold me from reaching it?

I wanna make a move that can change my live
I will make sure I will never regret what ever decision I make
I will run away from my fate..
I will work hard to make this happen..
But what happen if I slipped away from my dream?

I can't be like this forever, I am sure of it
But also, what will happen if I reached it?
Everything would slip right under my grip
Such a miserable thing that I could not allow
But I will make sure that it would go under my bidding
And bend Fate who doesn't notify me
Of the changes that she makes within me

I become more and more different as the day comes
I become more human, more sensitive
But what if this humanity would entail dreams and hopes . . .
They who become the root of sins

Walking the path of life
Entrapped in my dreams and hopes
I wanna do right but all i do is wrong
Turning my dreams into sins
And hopes into dreams

My life is this miserable,
But this thing can't last forever, right?
I know it, there's something lacking,
Something I need in order to stand up.
Will it be inspiration?

the pain, the tears,
the joy, the laughter,
of the new borns cries
the hope it seeks after

with its mother's smile,
the comfort of her voice,
they make their first steps,
into the world we know.

though times we seek,
we may never find,
what truly lies,
behind her eyes,
those eyes of joy,
those eyes of sorrow,
those eyes that seeks
the coming of tomorrow.

through the struggle and the sacrifice,
we learn solely to do what's right,
in this long long journey,
this journey of Life.

It has its ups and downs
But there are many surprises as the wheel goes on
Good or bad, there is acceptance

Time heals every pain,
And cleans all the stain
Let's do nothing but hope for the better
And step forward for a change,
That would be far better than standing still
And taking blows as they hit.

We may be under the mercy of fate
But this journey is something that we somehow control
We are the master of this journey,
So steer it to wherever you want it to go
And try to look if there's an Eden right after.

The moment of truth,
where we seek no other,
from the comfort of a friend,
to a love of a mother.

time time has come,
for us to decide,
to move on foward,
or stay behind?

for when that journey end,
it is time for judgement,
the judge of the world,
of the gate to heaven.

Do not worry,
Do not fear
Everyone goes on through that kind of judgment
Be it harsh or not, do not be mad
This is how the world is weighed upon
But, on that judgment day, what will you do?

I will be full of joy - I did it my way, played by my rules
and I will be forever at peace knowing this is true
I was like like water and i have no regrets
when my time comes i will smile never will i fret

But what if the past haunts you,
The skeletons in your closet suddenly spill down
To weigh down the judgment against you,
How will you smile when you've gotten stepped down on?
Sometimes, it's hard to see the future,
And make your words final

We look to the future for what is to come,
never turning back to the past that hauts.
Straight ahead we go, ready or not,
to the bumpy road of our life to come.

Perfection is what we seek,
but we may never find.
In the presence of sinners,
living in a lie.

The lessons we've learn,
the meanings they give.
all led to one saying,
"continue, to Live"

We should spat on perfection,
It's simply unattainable
These past things -- they're a part of us
We can just stash them in a corner and live further on
They are our own imperfections,
The traits that make us special in our own way
The things that define us as a human,
For no human is perfect
And therefore, as an imperfect being,
We are human.

We have life, we have love
We have intellect, we have emotions
These are our own imperfections
Yet they root to one idea alone
We can not live for our own
These things -- these are something we share with others
For no man is an island,
And therefore, there is a need for interaction

There is a step forward,
But heck we are, we need another human's support
In one way or another we have to accept the truth
But it's never painful at all, is it?
It's the most wonderful thing
Attaining your goal and having someone with you
That's a sort of completion as a human.

The struggles, the regreat, the pain we've been through.
and all of the sort that helps us grow,
into the world we know it,
the world so rich with power, yet poor of love.

As the humans we live,
we should do our best.
to save this world,
from all the rest.

All's assured that if you fear,
the moment of truth will only draw near.
instead put a smile on your face and turn to the light!
to the place where angels gather, to enjoy heavens delight.

From what we've known,
Angels are these little children with innocent faces,
Most of them playing harp and give smiles to people
Now I wonder . . .
Are we angels, in one way or another?

You are an angel if you don't know the meaning of sin
You have no conscience or wrong or will
Smile in a cloud and sing a divine song
Protect the pure hearts of this sad and cruel world

You are an innocent person if you are an angel
Consecrated to the highest force that exists within the world
You bring smiles to people, and left up other's spirits,
But I wonder . . .
What kind of life do you have?

It is still but, a life
A fallible design we are
And still, when it breaks it heals
Nothing is completely meant to be broken
Not our hearts, not our minds and definitely...not our spirits

You say it heals but i can see the scars that mark it
The wounds i had not long ago.
Still there filled with pain and suffering
I feel and hurt and hate

But I could always stash it in a corner
And leave it until I'm ready to open it
To confront whatever made it painful
But until then, I could be happy
At least I could do something worth smiling for
These are parts of our life,
And we can't fend it off once it happens
But we can always put it on hold
And leave it in that corner.

Really, we all have our own skeletons in our closet
I'd leave it right there.
Besides, that skeleton can't hold my neck forever
I'll break him someday to allow myself to breathe
And to live somewhere away from him
That would be better. A lot better.

[hadomaru]

Searching for something larger
Through the thick dark mist of life
I wish to see the light ahead
One that gives me hope and fair
A pure and untanned happiness

I stumble forward blindly
Tripping as I go
The dark mist thickens
I feel the darkness closing in

The sparkles of a light
A buzz sound around it
It stops ...
Was that the end ?

Just one of the wasting moment
Another annoying part of my life
Make me forget the vision of my life
The target that I supposed to chase
Till the end of my life

Vision blurs
My heart races
As I chase the target
The target move farther way
Out of my reach

It was now nothing but a mere faint light
At the end of the abyss that I continually run into
Cold, menacing, and continually zapping all my will away
I could not figure out what's right
Until I realized that I couldn't decipher what it is too
But then again, no matter how far it is, I will find a way

No matter what happens, I'll struggle to reach that target
That continually runs away from me . . . if only my pace would go faster
I could go and catch it, but as I run faster, do does it
I wonder how long I'd reach it, at this kind of progress?

Is it my fate?
Is it my destiny?
No matter how hard I try
This street still brought me to the same way
Is it still not enough all the sacrifice that I make
to make me arrived to the top of the hill

Gravity is pulling me, similar to those threads that keep be bound to my past endeavors
Yes, that's right . . could that be the reason why the target keeps running away from me?
Probably, probably not
But how could one such as I,
Comprehend the answer to these unexplainable questions that life throws to us?
I don't need to be a genius, do I?
It's purely dictated by Fate who doesn't seek our consent
Yes, how long will Fate hold me from reaching it?

I wanna make a move that can change my live
I will make sure I will never regret what ever decision I make
I will run away from my fate..
I will work hard to make this happen..
But what happen if I slipped away from my dream?

I can't be like this forever, I am sure of it
But also, what will happen if I reached it?
Everything would slip right under my grip
Such a miserable thing that I could not allow
But I will make sure that it would go under my bidding
And bend Fate who doesn't notify me
Of the changes that she makes within me

I become more and more different as the day comes
I become more human, more sensitive
But what if this humanity would entail dreams and hopes . . .
They who become the root of sins

Walking the path of life
Entrapped in my dreams and hopes
I wanna do right but all i do is wrong
Turning my dreams into sins
And hopes into dreams

My life is this miserable,
But this thing can't last forever, right?
I know it, there's something lacking,
Something I need in order to stand up.
Will it be inspiration?

the pain, the tears,
the joy, the laughter,
of the new borns cries
the hope it seeks after

with its mother's smile,
the comfort of her voice,
they make their first steps,
into the world we know.

though times we seek,
we may never find,
what truly lies,
behind her eyes,
those eyes of joy,
those eyes of sorrow,
those eyes that seeks
the coming of tomorrow.

through the struggle and the sacrifice,
we learn solely to do what's right,
in this long long journey,
this journey of Life.

It has its ups and downs
But there are many surprises as the wheel goes on
Good or bad, there is acceptance

Time heals every pain,
And cleans all the stain
Let's do nothing but hope for the better
And step forward for a change,
That would be far better than standing still
And taking blows as they hit.

We may be under the mercy of fate
But this journey is something that we somehow control
We are the master of this journey,
So steer it to wherever you want it to go
And try to look if there's an Eden right after.

The moment of truth,
where we seek no other,
from the comfort of a friend,
to a love of a mother.

time time has come,
for us to decide,
to move on foward,
or stay behind?

for when that journey end,
it is time for judgement,
the judge of the world,
of the gate to heaven.

Do not worry,
Do not fear
Everyone goes on through that kind of judgment
Be it harsh or not, do not be mad
This is how the world is weighed upon
But, on that judgment day, what will you do?

I will be full of joy - I did it my way, played by my rules
and I will be forever at peace knowing this is true
I was like like water and i have no regrets
when my time comes i will smile never will i fret

But what if the past haunts you,
The skeletons in your closet suddenly spill down
To weigh down the judgment against you,
How will you smile when you've gotten stepped down on?
Sometimes, it's hard to see the future,
And make your words final

We look to the future for what is to come,
never turning back to the past that hauts.
Straight ahead we go, ready or not,
to the bumpy road of our life to come.

Perfection is what we seek,
but we may never find.
In the presence of sinners,
living in a lie.

The lessons we've learn,
the meanings they give.
all led to one saying,
"continue, to Live"

We should spat on perfection,
It's simply unattainable
These past things -- they're a part of us
We can just stash them in a corner and live further on
They are our own imperfections,
The traits that make us special in our own way
The things that define us as a human,
For no human is perfect
And therefore, as an imperfect being,
We are human.

We have life, we have love
We have intellect, we have emotions
These are our own imperfections
Yet they root to one idea alone
We can not live for our own
These things -- these are something we share with others
For no man is an island,
And therefore, there is a need for interaction

There is a step forward,
But heck we are, we need another human's support
In one way or another we have to accept the truth
But it's never painful at all, is it?
It's the most wonderful thing
Attaining your goal and having someone with you
That's a sort of completion as a human.

The struggles, the regreat, the pain we've been through.
and all of the sort that helps us grow,
into the world we know it,
the world so rich with power, yet poor of love.

As the humans we live,
we should do our best.
to save this world,
from all the rest.

All's assured that if you fear,
the moment of truth will only draw near.
instead put a smile on your face and turn to the light!
to the place where angels gather, to enjoy heavens delight.

From what we've known,
Angels are these little children with innocent faces,
Most of them playing harp and give smiles to people
Now I wonder . . .
Are we angels, in one way or another?

You are an angel if you don't know the meaning of sin
You have no conscience or wrong or will
Smile in a cloud and sing a divine song
Protect the pure hearts of this sad and cruel world

You are an innocent person if you are an angel
Consecrated to the highest force that exists within the world
You bring smiles to people, and left up other's spirits,
But I wonder . . .
What kind of life do you have?

It is still but, a life
A fallible design we are
And still, when it breaks it heals
Nothing is completely meant to be broken
Not our hearts, not our minds and definitely...not our spirits

You say it heals but i can see the scars that mark it
The wounds i had not long ago.
Still there filled with pain and suffering
I feel and hurt and hate

But I could always stash it in a corner
And leave it until I'm ready to open it
To confront whatever made it painful
But until then, I could be happy
At least I could do something worth smiling for
These are parts of our life,
And we can't fend it off once it happens
But we can always put it on hold
And leave it in that corner.

Really, we all have our own skeletons in our closet
I'd leave it right there.
Besides, that skeleton can't hold my neck forever
I'll break him someday to allow myself to breathe
And to live somewhere away from him
That would be better. A lot better.

Oh to live again, under the star Sol
and to see your face shining in glorious light

[Golnax]

Searching for something larger
Through the thick dark mist of life
I wish to see the light ahead
One that gives me hope and fair
A pure and untanned happiness

I stumble forward blindly
Tripping as I go
The dark mist thickens
I feel the darkness closing in

The sparkles of a light
A buzz sound around it
It stops ...
Was that the end ?

Just one of the wasting moment
Another annoying part of my life
Make me forget the vision of my life
The target that I supposed to chase
Till the end of my life

Vision blurs
My heart races
As I chase the target
The target move farther way
Out of my reach

It was now nothing but a mere faint light
At the end of the abyss that I continually run into
Cold, menacing, and continually zapping all my will away
I could not figure out what's right
Until I realized that I couldn't decipher what it is too
But then again, no matter how far it is, I will find a way

No matter what happens, I'll struggle to reach that target
That continually runs away from me . . . if only my pace would go faster
I could go and catch it, but as I run faster, do does it
I wonder how long I'd reach it, at this kind of progress?

Is it my fate?
Is it my destiny?
No matter how hard I try
This street still brought me to the same way
Is it still not enough all the sacrifice that I make
to make me arrived to the top of the hill

Gravity is pulling me, similar to those threads that keep be bound to my past endeavors
Yes, that's right . . could that be the reason why the target keeps running away from me?
Probably, probably not
But how could one such as I,
Comprehend the answer to these unexplainable questions that life throws to us?
I don't need to be a genius, do I?
It's purely dictated by Fate who doesn't seek our consent
Yes, how long will Fate hold me from reaching it?

I wanna make a move that can change my live
I will make sure I will never regret what ever decision I make
I will run away from my fate..
I will work hard to make this happen..
But what happen if I slipped away from my dream?

I can't be like this forever, I am sure of it
But also, what will happen if I reached it?
Everything would slip right under my grip
Such a miserable thing that I could not allow
But I will make sure that it would go under my bidding
And bend Fate who doesn't notify me
Of the changes that she makes within me

I become more and more different as the day comes
I become more human, more sensitive
But what if this humanity would entail dreams and hopes . . .
They who become the root of sins

Walking the path of life
Entrapped in my dreams and hopes
I wanna do right but all i do is wrong
Turning my dreams into sins
And hopes into dreams

My life is this miserable,
But this thing can't last forever, right?
I know it, there's something lacking,
Something I need in order to stand up.
Will it be inspiration?

the pain, the tears,
the joy, the laughter,
of the new borns cries
the hope it seeks after

with its mother's smile,
the comfort of her voice,
they make their first steps,
into the world we know.

though times we seek,
we may never find,
what truly lies,
behind her eyes,
those eyes of joy,
those eyes of sorrow,
those eyes that seeks
the coming of tomorrow.

through the struggle and the sacrifice,
we learn solely to do what's right,
in this long long journey,
this journey of Life.

It has its ups and downs
But there are many surprises as the wheel goes on
Good or bad, there is acceptance

Time heals every pain,
And cleans all the stain
Let's do nothing but hope for the better
And step forward for a change,
That would be far better than standing still
And taking blows as they hit.

We may be under the mercy of fate
But this journey is something that we somehow control
We are the master of this journey,
So steer it to wherever you want it to go
And try to look if there's an Eden right after.

The moment of truth,
where we seek no other,
from the comfort of a friend,
to a love of a mother.

time time has come,
for us to decide,
to move on foward,
or stay behind?

for when that journey end,
it is time for judgement,
the judge of the world,
of the gate to heaven.

Do not worry,
Do not fear
Everyone goes on through that kind of judgment
Be it harsh or not, do not be mad
This is how the world is weighed upon
But, on that judgment day, what will you do?

I will be full of joy - I did it my way, played by my rules
and I will be forever at peace knowing this is true
I was like like water and i have no regrets
when my time comes i will smile never will i fret

But what if the past haunts you,
The skeletons in your closet suddenly spill down
To weigh down the judgment against you,
How will you smile when you've gotten stepped down on?
Sometimes, it's hard to see the future,
And make your words final

We look to the future for what is to come,
never turning back to the past that hauts.
Straight ahead we go, ready or not,
to the bumpy road of our life to come.

Perfection is what we seek,
but we may never find.
In the presence of sinners,
living in a lie.

The lessons we've learn,
the meanings they give.
all led to one saying,
"continue, to Live"

We should spat on perfection,
It's simply unattainable
These past things -- they're a part of us
We can just stash them in a corner and live further on
They are our own imperfections,
The traits that make us special in our own way
The things that define us as a human,
For no human is perfect
And therefore, as an imperfect being,
We are human.

We have life, we have love
We have intellect, we have emotions
These are our own imperfections
Yet they root to one idea alone
We can not live for our own
These things -- these are something we share with others
For no man is an island,
And therefore, there is a need for interaction

There is a step forward,
But heck we are, we need another human's support
In one way or another we have to accept the truth
But it's never painful at all, is it?
It's the most wonderful thing
Attaining your goal and having someone with you
That's a sort of completion as a human.

The struggles, the regreat, the pain we've been through.
and all of the sort that helps us grow,
into the world we know it,
the world so rich with power, yet poor of love.

As the humans we live,
we should do our best.
to save this world,
from all the rest.

All's assured that if you fear,
the moment of truth will only draw near.
instead put a smile on your face and turn to the light!
to the place where angels gather, to enjoy heavens delight.

From what we've known,
Angels are these little children with innocent faces,
Most of them playing harp and give smiles to people
Now I wonder . . .
Are we angels, in one way or another?

You are an angel if you don't know the meaning of sin
You have no conscience or wrong or will
Smile in a cloud and sing a divine song
Protect the pure hearts of this sad and cruel world

You are an innocent person if you are an angel
Consecrated to the highest force that exists within the world
You bring smiles to people, and left up other's spirits,
But I wonder . . .
What kind of life do you have?

It is still but, a life
A fallible design we are
And still, when it breaks it heals
Nothing is completely meant to be broken
Not our hearts, not our minds and definitely...not our spirits

You say it heals but i can see the scars that mark it
The wounds i had not long ago.
Still there filled with pain and suffering
I feel and hurt and hate

But I could always stash it in a corner
And leave it until I'm ready to open it
To confront whatever made it painful
But until then, I could be happy
At least I could do something worth smiling for
These are parts of our life,
And we can't fend it off once it happens
But we can always put it on hold
And leave it in that corner.

Really, we all have our own skeletons in our closet
I'd leave it right there.
Besides, that skeleton can't hold my neck forever
I'll break him someday to allow myself to breathe
And to live somewhere away from him
That would be better. A lot better.

Oh to live again, under the star Sol
and to see your face shining in glorious light
when i do, please take my hand so i can end it all

[hadomaru]

Searching for something larger
Through the thick dark mist of life
I wish to see the light ahead
One that gives me hope and fair
A pure and untanned happiness

I stumble forward blindly
Tripping as I go
The dark mist thickens
I feel the darkness closing in

The sparkles of a light
A buzz sound around it
It stops ...
Was that the end ?

Just one of the wasting moment
Another annoying part of my life
Make me forget the vision of my life
The target that I supposed to chase
Till the end of my life

Vision blurs
My heart races
As I chase the target
The target move farther way
Out of my reach

It was now nothing but a mere faint light
At the end of the abyss that I continually run into
Cold, menacing, and continually zapping all my will away
I could not figure out what's right
Until I realized that I couldn't decipher what it is too
But then again, no matter how far it is, I will find a way

No matter what happens, I'll struggle to reach that target
That continually runs away from me . . . if only my pace would go faster
I could go and catch it, but as I run faster, do does it
I wonder how long I'd reach it, at this kind of progress?

Is it my fate?
Is it my destiny?
No matter how hard I try
This street still brought me to the same way
Is it still not enough all the sacrifice that I make
to make me arrived to the top of the hill

Gravity is pulling me, similar to those threads that keep be bound to my past endeavors
Yes, that's right . . could that be the reason why the target keeps running away from me?
Probably, probably not
But how could one such as I,
Comprehend the answer to these unexplainable questions that life throws to us?
I don't need to be a genius, do I?
It's purely dictated by Fate who doesn't seek our consent
Yes, how long will Fate hold me from reaching it?

I wanna make a move that can change my live
I will make sure I will never regret what ever decision I make
I will run away from my fate..
I will work hard to make this happen..
But what happen if I slipped away from my dream?

I can't be like this forever, I am sure of it
But also, what will happen if I reached it?
Everything would slip right under my grip
Such a miserable thing that I could not allow
But I will make sure that it would go under my bidding
And bend Fate who doesn't notify me
Of the changes that she makes within me

I become more and more different as the day comes
I become more human, more sensitive
But what if this humanity would entail dreams and hopes . . .
They who become the root of sins

Walking the path of life
Entrapped in my dreams and hopes
I wanna do right but all i do is wrong
Turning my dreams into sins
And hopes into dreams

My life is this miserable,
But this thing can't last forever, right?
I know it, there's something lacking,
Something I need in order to stand up.
Will it be inspiration?

the pain, the tears,
the joy, the laughter,
of the new borns cries
the hope it seeks after

with its mother's smile,
the comfort of her voice,
they make their first steps,
into the world we know.

though times we seek,
we may never find,
what truly lies,
behind her eyes,
those eyes of joy,
those eyes of sorrow,
those eyes that seeks
the coming of tomorrow.

through the struggle and the sacrifice,
we learn solely to do what's right,
in this long long journey,
this journey of Life.

It has its ups and downs
But there are many surprises as the wheel goes on
Good or bad, there is acceptance

Time heals every pain,
And cleans all the stain
Let's do nothing but hope for the better
And step forward for a change,
That would be far better than standing still
And taking blows as they hit.

We may be under the mercy of fate
But this journey is something that we somehow control
We are the master of this journey,
So steer it to wherever you want it to go
And try to look if there's an Eden right after.

The moment of truth,
where we seek no other,
from the comfort of a friend,
to a love of a mother.

time time has come,
for us to decide,
to move on foward,
or stay behind?

for when that journey end,
it is time for judgement,
the judge of the world,
of the gate to heaven.

Do not worry,
Do not fear
Everyone goes on through that kind of judgment
Be it harsh or not, do not be mad
This is how the world is weighed upon
But, on that judgment day, what will you do?

I will be full of joy - I did it my way, played by my rules
and I will be forever at peace knowing this is true
I was like like water and i have no regrets
when my time comes i will smile never will i fret

But what if the past haunts you,
The skeletons in your closet suddenly spill down
To weigh down the judgment against you,
How will you smile when you've gotten stepped down on?
Sometimes, it's hard to see the future,
And make your words final

We look to the future for what is to come,
never turning back to the past that hauts.
Straight ahead we go, ready or not,
to the bumpy road of our life to come.

Perfection is what we seek,
but we may never find.
In the presence of sinners,
living in a lie.

The lessons we've learn,
the meanings they give.
all led to one saying,
"continue, to Live"

We should spat on perfection,
It's simply unattainable
These past things -- they're a part of us
We can just stash them in a corner and live further on
They are our own imperfections,
The traits that make us special in our own way
The things that define us as a human,
For no human is perfect
And therefore, as an imperfect being,
We are human.

We have life, we have love
We have intellect, we have emotions
These are our own imperfections
Yet they root to one idea alone
We can not live for our own
These things -- these are something we share with others
For no man is an island,
And therefore, there is a need for interaction

There is a step forward,
But heck we are, we need another human's support
In one way or another we have to accept the truth
But it's never painful at all, is it?
It's the most wonderful thing
Attaining your goal and having someone with you
That's a sort of completion as a human.

The struggles, the regreat, the pain we've been through.
and all of the sort that helps us grow,
into the world we know it,
the world so rich with power, yet poor of love.

As the humans we live,
we should do our best.
to save this world,
from all the rest.

All's assured that if you fear,
the moment of truth will only draw near.
instead put a smile on your face and turn to the light!
to the place where angels gather, to enjoy heavens delight.

From what we've known,
Angels are these little children with innocent faces,
Most of them playing harp and give smiles to people
Now I wonder . . .
Are we angels, in one way or another?

You are an angel if you don't know the meaning of sin
You have no conscience or wrong or will
Smile in a cloud and sing a divine song
Protect the pure hearts of this sad and cruel world

You are an innocent person if you are an angel
Consecrated to the highest force that exists within the world
You bring smiles to people, and left up other's spirits,
But I wonder . . .
What kind of life do you have?

It is still but, a life
A fallible design we are
And still, when it breaks it heals
Nothing is completely meant to be broken
Not our hearts, not our minds and definitely...not our spirits

You say it heals but i can see the scars that mark it
The wounds i had not long ago.
Still there filled with pain and suffering
I feel and hurt and hate

But I could always stash it in a corner
And leave it until I'm ready to open it
To confront whatever made it painful
But until then, I could be happy
At least I could do something worth smiling for
These are parts of our life,
And we can't fend it off once it happens
But we can always put it on hold
And leave it in that corner.

Really, we all have our own skeletons in our closet
I'd leave it right there.
Besides, that skeleton can't hold my neck forever
I'll break him someday to allow myself to breathe
And to live somewhere away from him
That would be better. A lot better.

Oh to live again, under the star Sol
and to see your face shining in glorious light
when i do, please take my hand so i can end it all
For to End it all is to start anew
Only then can our Love become true.

[Golnax]

Searching for something larger
Through the thick dark mist of life
I wish to see the light ahead
One that gives me hope and fair
A pure and untanned happiness

I stumble forward blindly
Tripping as I go
The dark mist thickens
I feel the darkness closing in

The sparkles of a light
A buzz sound around it
It stops ...
Was that the end ?

Just one of the wasting moment
Another annoying part of my life
Make me forget the vision of my life
The target that I supposed to chase
Till the end of my life

Vision blurs
My heart races
As I chase the target
The target move farther way
Out of my reach

It was now nothing but a mere faint light
At the end of the abyss that I continually run into
Cold, menacing, and continually zapping all my will away
I could not figure out what's right
Until I realized that I couldn't decipher what it is too
But then again, no matter how far it is, I will find a way

No matter what happens, I'll struggle to reach that target
That continually runs away from me . . . if only my pace would go faster
I could go and catch it, but as I run faster, do does it
I wonder how long I'd reach it, at this kind of progress?

Is it my fate?
Is it my destiny?
No matter how hard I try
This street still brought me to the same way
Is it still not enough all the sacrifice that I make
to make me arrived to the top of the hill

Gravity is pulling me, similar to those threads that keep be bound to my past endeavors
Yes, that's right . . could that be the reason why the target keeps running away from me?
Probably, probably not
But how could one such as I,
Comprehend the answer to these unexplainable questions that life throws to us?
I don't need to be a genius, do I?
It's purely dictated by Fate who doesn't seek our consent
Yes, how long will Fate hold me from reaching it?

I wanna make a move that can change my live
I will make sure I will never regret what ever decision I make
I will run away from my fate..
I will work hard to make this happen..
But what happen if I slipped away from my dream?

I can't be like this forever, I am sure of it
But also, what will happen if I reached it?
Everything would slip right under my grip
Such a miserable thing that I could not allow
But I will make sure that it would go under my bidding
And bend Fate who doesn't notify me
Of the changes that she makes within me

I become more and more different as the day comes
I become more human, more sensitive
But what if this humanity would entail dreams and hopes . . .
They who become the root of sins

Walking the path of life
Entrapped in my dreams and hopes
I wanna do right but all i do is wrong
Turning my dreams into sins
And hopes into dreams

My life is this miserable,
But this thing can't last forever, right?
I know it, there's something lacking,
Something I need in order to stand up.
Will it be inspiration?

the pain, the tears,
the joy, the laughter,
of the new borns cries
the hope it seeks after

with its mother's smile,
the comfort of her voice,
they make their first steps,
into the world we know.

though times we seek,
we may never find,
what truly lies,
behind her eyes,
those eyes of joy,
those eyes of sorrow,
those eyes that seeks
the coming of tomorrow.

through the struggle and the sacrifice,
we learn solely to do what's right,
in this long long journey,
this journey of Life.

It has its ups and downs
But there are many surprises as the wheel goes on
Good or bad, there is acceptance

Time heals every pain,
And cleans all the stain
Let's do nothing but hope for the better
And step forward for a change,
That would be far better than standing still
And taking blows as they hit.

We may be under the mercy of fate
But this journey is something that we somehow control
We are the master of this journey,
So steer it to wherever you want it to go
And try to look if there's an Eden right after.

The moment of truth,
where we seek no other,
from the comfort of a friend,
to a love of a mother.

time time has come,
for us to decide,
to move on foward,
or stay behind?

for when that journey end,
it is time for judgement,
the judge of the world,
of the gate to heaven.

Do not worry,
Do not fear
Everyone goes on through that kind of judgment
Be it harsh or not, do not be mad
This is how the world is weighed upon
But, on that judgment day, what will you do?

I will be full of joy - I did it my way, played by my rules
and I will be forever at peace knowing this is true
I was like like water and i have no regrets
when my time comes i will smile never will i fret

But what if the past haunts you,
The skeletons in your closet suddenly spill down
To weigh down the judgment against you,
How will you smile when you've gotten stepped down on?
Sometimes, it's hard to see the future,
And make your words final

We look to the future for what is to come,
never turning back to the past that hauts.
Straight ahead we go, ready or not,
to the bumpy road of our life to come.

Perfection is what we seek,
but we may never find.
In the presence of sinners,
living in a lie.

The lessons we've learn,
the meanings they give.
all led to one saying,
"continue, to Live"

We should spat on perfection,
It's simply unattainable
These past things -- they're a part of us
We can just stash them in a corner and live further on
They are our own imperfections,
The traits that make us special in our own way
The things that define us as a human,
For no human is perfect
And therefore, as an imperfect being,
We are human.

We have life, we have love
We have intellect, we have emotions
These are our own imperfections
Yet they root to one idea alone
We can not live for our own
These things -- these are something we share with others
For no man is an island,
And therefore, there is a need for interaction

There is a step forward,
But heck we are, we need another human's support
In one way or another we have to accept the truth
But it's never painful at all, is it?
It's the most wonderful thing
Attaining your goal and having someone with you
That's a sort of completion as a human.

The struggles, the regreat, the pain we've been through.
and all of the sort that helps us grow,
into the world we know it,
the world so rich with power, yet poor of love.

As the humans we live,
we should do our best.
to save this world,
from all the rest.

All's assured that if you fear,
the moment of truth will only draw near.
instead put a smile on your face and turn to the light!
to the place where angels gather, to enjoy heavens delight.

From what we've known,
Angels are these little children with innocent faces,
Most of them playing harp and give smiles to people
Now I wonder . . .
Are we angels, in one way or another?

You are an angel if you don't know the meaning of sin
You have no conscience or wrong or will
Smile in a cloud and sing a divine song
Protect the pure hearts of this sad and cruel world

You are an innocent person if you are an angel
Consecrated to the highest force that exists within the world
You bring smiles to people, and left up other's spirits,
But I wonder . . .
What kind of life do you have?

It is still but, a life
A fallible design we are
And still, when it breaks it heals
Nothing is completely meant to be broken
Not our hearts, not our minds and definitely...not our spirits

You say it heals but i can see the scars that mark it
The wounds i had not long ago.
Still there filled with pain and suffering
I feel and hurt and hate

But I could always stash it in a corner
And leave it until I'm ready to open it
To confront whatever made it painful
But until then, I could be happy
At least I could do something worth smiling for
These are parts of our life,
And we can't fend it off once it happens
But we can always put it on hold
And leave it in that corner.

Really, we all have our own skeletons in our closet
I'd leave it right there.
Besides, that skeleton can't hold my neck forever
I'll break him someday to allow myself to breathe
And to live somewhere away from him
That would be better. A lot better.

Oh to live again, under the star Sol
and to see your face shining in glorious light
when i do, please take my hand so i can end it all
For to End it all is to start anew
Only then can our Love become true.

silly and rain are dancing in the wild world

[babychocospark]

Searching for something larger
Through the thick dark mist of life
I wish to see the light ahead
One that gives me hope and fair
A pure and untanned happiness

I stumble forward blindly
Tripping as I go
The dark mist thickens
I feel the darkness closing in

The sparkles of a light
A buzz sound around it
It stops ...
Was that the end ?

Just one of the wasting moment
Another annoying part of my life
Make me forget the vision of my life
The target that I supposed to chase
Till the end of my life

Vision blurs
My heart races
As I chase the target
The target move farther way
Out of my reach

It was now nothing but a mere faint light
At the end of the abyss that I continually run into
Cold, menacing, and continually zapping all my will away
I could not figure out what's right
Until I realized that I couldn't decipher what it is too
But then again, no matter how far it is, I will find a way

No matter what happens, I'll struggle to reach that target
That continually runs away from me . . . if only my pace would go faster
I could go and catch it, but as I run faster, do does it
I wonder how long I'd reach it, at this kind of progress?

Is it my fate?
Is it my destiny?
No matter how hard I try
This street still brought me to the same way
Is it still not enough all the sacrifice that I make
to make me arrived to the top of the hill

Gravity is pulling me, similar to those threads that keep be bound to my past endeavors
Yes, that's right . . could that be the reason why the target keeps running away from me?
Probably, probably not
But how could one such as I,
Comprehend the answer to these unexplainable questions that life throws to us?
I don't need to be a genius, do I?
It's purely dictated by Fate who doesn't seek our consent
Yes, how long will Fate hold me from reaching it?

I wanna make a move that can change my live
I will make sure I will never regret what ever decision I make
I will run away from my fate..
I will work hard to make this happen..
But what happen if I slipped away from my dream?

I can't be like this forever, I am sure of it
But also, what will happen if I reached it?
Everything would slip right under my grip
Such a miserable thing that I could not allow
But I will make sure that it would go under my bidding
And bend Fate who doesn't notify me
Of the changes that she makes within me

I become more and more different as the day comes
I become more human, more sensitive
But what if this humanity would entail dreams and hopes . . .
They who become the root of sins

Walking the path of life
Entrapped in my dreams and hopes
I wanna do right but all i do is wrong
Turning my dreams into sins
And hopes into dreams

My life is this miserable,
But this thing can't last forever, right?
I know it, there's something lacking,
Something I need in order to stand up.
Will it be inspiration?

the pain, the tears,
the joy, the laughter,
of the new borns cries
the hope it seeks after

with its mother's smile,
the comfort of her voice,
they make their first steps,
into the world we know.

though times we seek,
we may never find,
what truly lies,
behind her eyes,
those eyes of joy,
those eyes of sorrow,
those eyes that seeks
the coming of tomorrow.

through the struggle and the sacrifice,
we learn solely to do what's right,
in this long long journey,
this journey of Life.

It has its ups and downs
But there are many surprises as the wheel goes on
Good or bad, there is acceptance

Time heals every pain,
And cleans all the stain
Let's do nothing but hope for the better
And step forward for a change,
That would be far better than standing still
And taking blows as they hit.

We may be under the mercy of fate
But this journey is something that we somehow control
We are the master of this journey,
So steer it to wherever you want it to go
And try to look if there's an Eden right after.

The moment of truth,
where we seek no other,
from the comfort of a friend,
to a love of a mother.

time time has come,
for us to decide,
to move on foward,
or stay behind?

for when that journey end,
it is time for judgement,
the judge of the world,
of the gate to heaven.

Do not worry,
Do not fear
Everyone goes on through that kind of judgment
Be it harsh or not, do not be mad
This is how the world is weighed upon
But, on that judgment day, what will you do?

I will be full of joy - I did it my way, played by my rules
and I will be forever at peace knowing this is true
I was like like water and i have no regrets
when my time comes i will smile never will i fret

But what if the past haunts you,
The skeletons in your closet suddenly spill down
To weigh down the judgment against you,
How will you smile when you've gotten stepped down on?
Sometimes, it's hard to see the future,
And make your words final

We look to the future for what is to come,
never turning back to the past that hauts.
Straight ahead we go, ready or not,
to the bumpy road of our life to come.

Perfection is what we seek,
but we may never find.
In the presence of sinners,
living in a lie.

The lessons we've learn,
the meanings they give.
all led to one saying,
"continue, to Live"

We should spat on perfection,
It's simply unattainable
These past things -- they're a part of us
We can just stash them in a corner and live further on
They are our own imperfections,
The traits that make us special in our own way
The things that define us as a human,
For no human is perfect
And therefore, as an imperfect being,
We are human.

We have life, we have love
We have intellect, we have emotions
These are our own imperfections
Yet they root to one idea alone
We can not live for our own
These things -- these are something we share with others
For no man is an island,
And therefore, there is a need for interaction

There is a step forward,
But heck we are, we need another human's support
In one way or another we have to accept the truth
But it's never painful at all, is it?
It's the most wonderful thing
Attaining your goal and having someone with you
That's a sort of completion as a human.

The struggles, the regreat, the pain we've been through.
and all of the sort that helps us grow,
into the world we know it,
the world so rich with power, yet poor of love.

As the humans we live,
we should do our best.
to save this world,
from all the rest.

All's assured that if you fear,
the moment of truth will only draw near.
instead put a smile on your face and turn to the light!
to the place where angels gather, to enjoy heavens delight.

From what we've known,
Angels are these little children with innocent faces,
Most of them playing harp and give smiles to people
Now I wonder . . .
Are we angels, in one way or another?

You are an angel if you don't know the meaning of sin
You have no conscience or wrong or will
Smile in a cloud and sing a divine song
Protect the pure hearts of this sad and cruel world

You are an innocent person if you are an angel
Consecrated to the highest force that exists within the world
You bring smiles to people, and left up other's spirits,
But I wonder . . .
What kind of life do you have?

It is still but, a life
A fallible design we are
And still, when it breaks it heals
Nothing is completely meant to be broken
Not our hearts, not our minds and definitely...not our spirits

You say it heals but i can see the scars that mark it
The wounds i had not long ago.
Still there filled with pain and suffering
I feel and hurt and hate

But I could always stash it in a corner
And leave it until I'm ready to open it
To confront whatever made it painful
But until then, I could be happy
At least I could do something worth smiling for
These are parts of our life,
And we can't fend it off once it happens
But we can always put it on hold
And leave it in that corner.

Really, we all have our own skeletons in our closet
I'd leave it right there.
Besides, that skeleton can't hold my neck forever
I'll break him someday to allow myself to breathe
And to live somewhere away from him
That would be better. A lot better.

Oh to live again, under the star Sol
and to see your face shining in glorious light
when i do, please take my hand so i can end it all
For to End it all is to start anew
Only then can our Love become true.

silly and rain are dancing in the wild world
Blessing us all with the kind of innocence,
As well as the cycle it goes through for it to become pure
With such blessing, let us immerse ourselves in this,
For this would continue to drain our problems and hide our tears
And with this we would be momentarily happy[/quote]